英语翻译I\'m picking up the phone and putting down this pen To l

英语翻译
I\'m picking up the phone and putting down this pen
To let you know I\'m writing you again
But it\'s not the same the names have all changed
And my best friend and ex girlfriend aren\'t to blame
I did this myself it\'s a sick cry for help
But it doesn\'t mean the situation\'s clean
Additional stress that will come from the press
The mess I made putting my life on parade
Now the writers can say \"we were right all along
You can\'t make someone love you with your songs\"
And you don\'t know me
But you owe me
A little time to find some piece of mind
And when you hold me
I\'m not so lonely
It will be difficult to leave this life behind
My sister always said that hardships come in two\'s
A funeral and break up afternoon
There is really no good time for anyone to leave
In a couple weeks I\'ll get my chance to grieve
And hopefully by then my mind will be all clear
And I can cry for the reasons that I\'m there
Not for the all things that are happening at home
The church was filled but I was still alone
But this is not a ploy to gain some sympathy
I made this bed and now it\'s time to sleep
And you don\'t know me
But you owe me
A little time to find some piece of mind
And when you hold me
I\'m not so lonely
It will be difficult to leave this life behind
Its such a shame that the blame has somehow shifted to you
We\'re both aware through the years that I\'ve been messed up too
And I shouldn\'t talk I should stop I\'m digging deeper holes
It just feels strange that I sing songs for another girl

我女朋友的男朋友
我拿起电话,放下这支笔.
让你知道我再次写给你.
但这次不再一样,名字都已变了.
不该责怪我的好朋友和我的前女友,
都是我造成的,这是在可恶的企求帮助.
但是这并不意味着状况就很清楚了,外在的压力还是存在的.
我制造的困境使我的生活处于游行.
作者可以说“我们曾经一直是对的,我们不能用歌去使别人爱你”
你并不了解我,但是你欠我的.
花一点时间去寻找记忆的片段
当你拥有我的时候
我不再那么孤单
把过去遗忘,太难了
曾经姐姐经常说祸不单行
一个葬礼和分手的下午
真的不是任何人离开的好时候
再过几个星期,我讲寻到悲伤的机会
希望到时我的脑子已很清楚
能为我为什么在那里而哭泣
而不是为在家里发生的所有事
教堂很满,但是我还是很孤独
这并不是企求获得同情
铺好床,该睡觉了
你并不了解我,但是你欠我的.
花一点时间去寻找记忆的片段
当你拥有我的时候
我不再那么孤单
把过去遗忘,太难了
很惭愧责备不知怎么的传到了你
我们都清楚这些年我也陷入困境
我不该说话 我不该停止 我要钻更深的洞
只是感觉很奇怪,我在为另一个女孩唱歌