英语翻译Dear mother ,I miss you very much without saying in any

英语翻译
Dear mother ,
I miss you very much without saying in any words,although we live together everyday.I know you have reposed all hope to me,but you have disappointed.I'm not a good girl,but you couldn't deny that I'm a obedient daughter!Everybody is no perfect,so do I.Maybe the imperfect makes me lovely.I know you wish that I will have a future,similarly,I also hope I could marry a outstanding man who is the Mr.Right with accompany me to my all life,and I could find a good job suit me,but it's only a best wish.I'm so unlucky that I have already sinked into predicament unseasingly and have been lost in inexhaustible perplexity.Nobody can help me separate myself from such position except myself.I believe I can overcome all trouble with huge courage if you give me more time.
As time flies,I have already graduated from my university in a long time.Imbued with confidence and hope,I came to this complicated society.Time waits for no man,however,I must slow my steps even stop them to think carefully where is my position and to see through to myself.
Dear mother,thank you very much for your understanding and encouraging me,yet I must walk with my own foot in my own way.I can't be obedient to you with anything,because I have my own idea and values.I pledge that I definitely will not yield to the trouble and difficulties.I believe the world is always beautiful and God is equal to everyone.
Mothers 'day is coming!I wish you my dear mother keep healthy,happy,joyful and beautiful forever!
文章比较的长一点，要回答估计要打半天的字，所以又加了50，呵呵

我亲爱的妈妈
尽管我们每天都生活在一起,但是我对你的思念难以用言语表达.我知道你已经把所有的希望都寄托在了我身上,但是你很失望把.我不是一个好女孩,但是你不能否认我是一个孝顺的女儿!没有人是完美的,我也是一样.可能不完美使我可爱.我知道你希望我有一个好的未来.我也希望我能够嫁一个像Mr.right这样适合我的好男人,陪伴我一辈子.而且我能够找到一个好的适合我的工作,但是这个只是一个好愿望.非常不幸地,我陷进了困境并且已经迷茫了.没有人可以帮助我,只有我自己才能使我摆脱困境.我相信如果你给我更多的时间我可以用你给我的巨大的鼓励克服所有的麻烦.
时光飞逝,我已经大学毕业很久了.带着信心和希望,我进入了这个复杂的社会.时不待人,然而,我必须放慢脚步,仔细思考我的迷惑并且了解自我.
亲爱的妈妈,非常谢谢你理解和鼓励我,直到我必须自己走自己的路.我不能再服从任何你的决定,因为我已经有了我自己的价值观.我发誓我肯定不会向困难和麻烦低头.我相信世界总是美好的,并且上帝对每个人都是公平的.
母亲节要来临了我希望你———我亲爱的妈妈永远健康,快乐,幸福,美丽.